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Current Residence: In a house in the woods wit da blair witch
Favourite genre of music: J-pop or J-rock
MP3 player of choice: windows media
Personal Quote: Procrastination is like masturbation, in the end you realize you just screwed yourself.
Favourite genre of music: J-pop or J-rock
MP3 player of choice: windows media
Personal Quote: Procrastination is like masturbation, in the end you realize you just screwed yourself.
Favourite Visual Artist
Salvador Dali
Favourite Movies
good question
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Evanescence, Dir en Grey
Favourite Writers
DarkAngelOka
Favourite Games
StepMania
Tools of the Trade
pencil, pastel, watercolor
Other Interests
anime, horror, cooking, french, friends
me test
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You are:
[ ] tall
[X] in between
[ ] short
--
[ ] blonde
[ ] redheaded (dyed)
[ ] brunette
[X] black-haired
[ ] YOUR HAIR CHANGES COLOUR
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[X] blue-eyed
[ ] brown-eyed
[ ] green-eyed
[ ] hazel eyed
[ ] gold eyed
[X] grey eyed
[ ] with glasses
[ ] with contacts
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[ ] with braces
[ ] with freckles
[X] with piercings
[ ] with tattoos
[X] and have long hair
[ ] and have short hair
[ ] and have mid-length hair
Your favorite color(s) are?
[x] red
[ ] pink
[ ] yellow
[x] black
[ ] green
[x] blue
[ ] gold
[x] white
[x] silver
[ ] purple
[ ] brown
[ ] orange
[x] indigo
Some things you've done/played includ
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this school year
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well im glad school's over of course. I don't know what to think or what mood im in right now so since i was confused about it i just put wtf as my current mood.
at least im out of the rut i was in last journal XD
i went to a chinese buffet last night and ate all kinds of stuff. they have a sushi bar :sushi: now and got some really yummy red fin shaped thingy called surf clam
im gonna need all the summer vacation to be lazy and get rested up cuz this year at school i worked myself to the breaking point.
i hated all the preppy jocky ppl that were in all my classes. there were 5 or 6 of the same ones in all four honors classes i was in, too
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confused and alone
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i am in this weird rut because im expecting more out of life than i can get from it.
i wanted things to be perfect...but there's no such thing. and to think the sole reason ive been living my life is to achieve those things ill never be able to get.
Friendship, love, success..... pft. none of its what it's cracked up to be.
i cant live without the things that i can never get. i don't want to live anymore.
whoever said to reach for the stars ought to be shot. because you just can't touch the stars. why would you waste time reaching?
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Thank you a lot for the fav on "Utopian dream". 
Thank you a lot for the fav on "Utopian dream".
W H O . W A S . T H E . L A S T . P E R S O N . T H A T ?
1. Made you mad:
Myself
2. Saw you cry:
Hope
3. Went to the movies with you:
Natalie
4. You went to the mall with:
haven't been in 3 mos.
5. You went out to dinner with:
the flies in the kitchen ate my food >.<
6. Made you laugh?:
Nikki
7. Held your hand?
Natalie
W O U L D . Y O U . R A T H E R ?
1. Pierce your nose or tongue?:
nose
2. Be serious or be funny?
usually serious
3. Drink whole or skim milk?
skim
4. Die in a fire or drown?:
Drown.
5. Spend time with your parents or enemies?
Mmy mom is my only enemy
D O . Y O U . P R E F E R .
1. Flowers or candy?
Flowers because I never get them....
2. Gray or black?
Both
3. Color or black & white photos?
Black and White
4. Lust or love?
Deffinatly love
5. M&Ms or Skittles?
M&Ms
6. Staying up late or waking up early?:
Staying up late....duh....
A N S W E R . T R U T H F U L L Y
1. Do you like anyone?:
im in relationship
2. Do they know it?:
what do you think??
D O . Y O U . P R E F E R. .
1. Sun or moon?:
Luna!!!
2. Winter or Fall?
winter
3. Left or right?:
right
4. 10 acquaintances or having two best friends?:
Two best friends
5. Sunny or rainy?:
Rainy
6. Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream?:
vanilla
7. water or fire?:
like both but a bit more water
A B O U T . Y O U
1. What time is it?:
3:53PM
2. Name:
Victoria
3. Nickname(s):
Oceane, blackrose, moonchild
4. What is your birth date?:
October 15th
5. What do you want?:
now that i hav deep love and true friends that leaves only infinite wisdom
6. Where do you want to live?:
somewhere in new england
7. How many kids do you want?:
I hated being a child, so why should i make one?
8. You want to get married?:
dunno yet
U N I Q U E:
1. Nervous habits?
biting, chewing, fast talking, rubbing hands together, throwing hissy fits, eyes twitching uncontrollably, thinking obsessively, wanting to grab and hold onto anything willing to love me...
2. Are you double jointed?:
no
3. Can you roll your tongue?:
Yep
4. Can you lift one eyebrow?:
Yea
5. Can you cross your eyes?:
Yes
6. Do you make your bed daily?:
Nope
7. Do you think alot?
yep its like TV to me
R A N D O M
1. Which shoe goes on first?:
Right
2. Ever thrown one at someone?:
Yes
3. On the average, how much money do you carry with you?
about $5
4. What jewelry do you wear?:
black chokers, jade pendents and pentagrams in silver, black onyx, pearl, moonstone, and ruby earings, indian bengals, lapis and ivory chokers, and of course my dolphin ring that matches the one i gave to natalie
5. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?:
Twirl
6. Have you ever eaten Spam?:
Fuck no.
7. What's your favorite beverage?
Tea, Coffee, Wine, and Beer
8. Do you cook?:
yes i love cook
I N . T H E . L A S T . M O N T H . H A V E . Y O U
1. Had a b/f or g/f?:
Yes and i luv her so much!! XD
2. Sang:
Yea
3. Been hugged:
Yep
4. Felt stupid:
not for a couple weeks, but its gonna change when school starts lol
5. Missed someone:
lots ppl, especially natalie
6. Got drunk:
does a bit of a buzz count?
7. Gotten high:
on love
8. Danced crazy:
:so embarassed: yea
9. Cried:
Yea but just cuz of my period lol
10. Lied:
To my mom a million times
11. Snuck out of the house:
never have
12. Kissed someone:
yes
1. Made you mad:
Myself
2. Saw you cry:
Hope
3. Went to the movies with you:
Natalie
4. You went to the mall with:
haven't been in 3 mos.
5. You went out to dinner with:
the flies in the kitchen ate my food >.<
6. Made you laugh?:
Nikki
7. Held your hand?
Natalie
W O U L D . Y O U . R A T H E R ?
1. Pierce your nose or tongue?:
nose
2. Be serious or be funny?
usually serious
3. Drink whole or skim milk?
skim
4. Die in a fire or drown?:
Drown.
5. Spend time with your parents or enemies?
Mmy mom is my only enemy
D O . Y O U . P R E F E R .
1. Flowers or candy?
Flowers because I never get them....
2. Gray or black?
Both
3. Color or black & white photos?
Black and White
4. Lust or love?
Deffinatly love
5. M&Ms or Skittles?
M&Ms
6. Staying up late or waking up early?:
Staying up late....duh....
A N S W E R . T R U T H F U L L Y
1. Do you like anyone?:
im in relationship
2. Do they know it?:
what do you think??
D O . Y O U . P R E F E R. .
1. Sun or moon?:
Luna!!!
2. Winter or Fall?
winter
3. Left or right?:
right
4. 10 acquaintances or having two best friends?:
Two best friends
5. Sunny or rainy?:
Rainy
6. Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream?:
vanilla
7. water or fire?:
like both but a bit more water
A B O U T . Y O U
1. What time is it?:
3:53PM
2. Name:
Victoria
3. Nickname(s):
Oceane, blackrose, moonchild
4. What is your birth date?:
October 15th
5. What do you want?:
now that i hav deep love and true friends that leaves only infinite wisdom
6. Where do you want to live?:
somewhere in new england
7. How many kids do you want?:
I hated being a child, so why should i make one?
8. You want to get married?:
dunno yet
U N I Q U E:
1. Nervous habits?
biting, chewing, fast talking, rubbing hands together, throwing hissy fits, eyes twitching uncontrollably, thinking obsessively, wanting to grab and hold onto anything willing to love me...
2. Are you double jointed?:
no
3. Can you roll your tongue?:
Yep
4. Can you lift one eyebrow?:
Yea
5. Can you cross your eyes?:
Yes
6. Do you make your bed daily?:
Nope
7. Do you think alot?
yep its like TV to me
R A N D O M
1. Which shoe goes on first?:
Right
2. Ever thrown one at someone?:
Yes
3. On the average, how much money do you carry with you?
about $5
4. What jewelry do you wear?:
black chokers, jade pendents and pentagrams in silver, black onyx, pearl, moonstone, and ruby earings, indian bengals, lapis and ivory chokers, and of course my dolphin ring that matches the one i gave to natalie
5. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?:
Twirl
6. Have you ever eaten Spam?:
Fuck no.
7. What's your favorite beverage?
Tea, Coffee, Wine, and Beer
8. Do you cook?:
yes i love cook
I N . T H E . L A S T . M O N T H . H A V E . Y O U
1. Had a b/f or g/f?:
Yes and i luv her so much!! XD
2. Sang:
Yea
3. Been hugged:
Yep
4. Felt stupid:
not for a couple weeks, but its gonna change when school starts lol
5. Missed someone:
lots ppl, especially natalie
6. Got drunk:
does a bit of a buzz count?
7. Gotten high:
on love
8. Danced crazy:
:so embarassed: yea
9. Cried:
Yea but just cuz of my period lol
10. Lied:
To my mom a million times
11. Snuck out of the house:
never have
12. Kissed someone:
yes
Thank you soooo much for all the favs 
Hi!
Perhaps you remember me - i was at the nick belluschka before. ^^
Your artwork is really nice, I'm glad to see it^^ If it's not a problem i add you to my watchlist :3
Perhaps you remember me - i was at the nick belluschka before. ^^
Your artwork is really nice, I'm glad to see it^^ If it's not a problem i add you to my watchlist :3
who'd like to join my new deviant group?
it's called freaks and its only for weird ppl like me who love to stand out
it's called freaks and its only for weird ppl like me who love to stand out
ill join it i think it will be fun YAY standing out *woot*